Just A Day and The Life of J-Abeni!

Trayvon Martin Case

jabeni94 — Sat, 24 Mar 2012 03:08:14 +0000

So I’ve been reading a lot about this Trayvon Martin case. It’s a weird one. With the information that is out right now I am completely sickened by Zillerman. But I don’t know every detail and those crucial minutes in which Zillerman was not on the phone with the police are the key elements in the case. I don’t understand how Zillerman was threatened if he was in his car and correct me if I’m wrong but didn’t they live in the same GATED community? Zillerman had to know Martin.

Another thing I don’t get is this Florida law, “Stand Your Ground”. That’s great in all in some cases but that law should not apply without a witness. I could walk up to someone who said “shut up”, get offended, take a gun, kill that person, and as long as no one saw I could say “Yo it was self defense.”. That’s bull. I mean you need witnesses for anything in my opinion. This Zillerman guy abused his ex wife and has some other past charges like refusing to be arrested once right? Why should anyone believe him? And Trayvon isn’t here to tell his half of the story.

Oh and Fox please don’t put anyone else on air that is going to be so stupid, sterotypical, and ignorant ever again. Georalda Riveria is stupid. Point blank. How does a hoodie constitute getting shot. Think before you speak stupid.

Feels Like Senior Year

jabeni94 — Tue, 20 Mar 2012 00:42:48 +0000

So my senior prom was saturday and it was way better than what I expected! But of course it was a bumpy road to get there…

Friday I found out some really jank stuff about my boyfriend and ex friend and I was PISSED! I wanted to kill him, literally. But I didn’t and I put everything aside so I could have the perfect prom… but that wasn’t all that happened…

My dress wasn’t altered correctly I was stressed all the way out it was just blahhh. But the outcome was awesome. Now I feel like I’m a senior

Senior Prom 2012

jabeni94 — Tue, 20 Mar 2012 00:33:13 +0000

Saturday, March 17, 2012
prom was pretty awesome!

Military Ball 2012

jabeni94 — Tue, 13 Mar 2012 00:14:12 +0000

(From left to right)
Mr. Big (even though you can’t see him forreal), my boyfriend whom I call Quadralateral, me, Bryy, Bula, and Gabby (in the black and white dress)

One more thing

jabeni94 — Tue, 13 Mar 2012 00:11:31 +0000

Oh I got nominated for Prom Queen… woopdeedoo. I mean thats nice and all but Im not excited at all. My mom is more excited than I am. And I picked out the playlist for prom now THAT was pretty cool. Why? Because I determine what is being played at prom. I threw in this song that no one probably knows called “Blood on the Dance Floor” by Michael Jackson because it brings good memories of me and my dad. That is me and Daddy’s song on my prom night. In my head we’ll be dancing to it with each other like at a father daughter dance.

Prom Already?!

jabeni94 — Tue, 13 Mar 2012 00:00:45 +0000

So my senior prom is Saturday… -__- you have got to be kidding me! Its way too early for prom but my school is jank! So now I have to get my dress fitted, buy my first weave, get the weave put in, get my nails done, learn to put on fake lashes, do my make up, and figure out what the heck I’m doing after prom… all by Saturday… Fun right?

Prom better be fun is all I’m saying.

If I Could Get Away With…

jabeni94 — Tue, 06 Mar 2012 23:18:46 +0000

If I could get away with murder, today would be the day I would kill someone.

Today in JROTC (which has alot of freshman in there) I was joking around as usual and said to this little boy (freshman) who made a weird noise “eww (laughing) that sounded like a gay man’s thrust”… next thing I know the kid PURPOSELY steps on my entire foot. -__- really little boy? I quickly got serious “don’t. step. on. my. foot.” (by the way I was wearing Jordan’s yo, their not cheap! and they’re white!) So then he said “my bad” all sarcastic like. So we get in the classroom and the kid (14, skinny as crap, and probably 5’2” like me) PUSHES ME! Yes that stupid negro PUSHED ME! First thing that went in my mind was KILL MODE! I pushed him so hard and yelled at him! The kid almost fell. (My first thought was to slam his head into the table, like who does that?). Next thing I know the kid is fussing with my cousin Angie and pushes her then trips her! I really wanted to kill him then! I just told her to get away from him and I wrote him down for 15 demerits. His life is about to be hard… real HARD, in JROTC. I told 1SG Hill he needs to do something about the kid, cause I just may kill the little boy. Do not, do not, DO NOT, put your hands on me. Especially if I’m nice to you.

So yeah that’s my story for today. Welcome to my life!

Started in Happiness Ends With Despair

jabeni94 — Sat, 03 Mar 2012 01:34:36 +0000

I had an awesome day today on my JROTC field trip to Ft. Benning for the most part. But then I came home to find my applications to the community colleges weren’t sent… and the deadline was yesterday. My mom flips of course. Basically tells me that I may not be going to prom and lectures me. I’m thinking the whole time ohmygod what am I going to do?! I didn’t send in any housing applications to any local colleges. I’m screwed.

She takes my phone (of course) and I decide staying at home is not an option. My mom doesn’t know the stress of actually trying to make good grades, get into college, get scholarships, and extracurriculars. She slacked off in high school and got pregnant. There is no way she knows how I’m feeling. So she thinks Im slacking because it takes me a couple of days to do applications. It’s so fustrating. I’m going to prom I dont care what she says

I Ain’t Saying She A Hoodrat. But….

jabeni94 — Thu, 01 Mar 2012 00:02:17 +0000

So today I was annoyed for like one block. Why? Because of this chick named LaKendall. (and yes she is ghetto). LaKendall (Lets just call her BC for Barbour County, thats where she from) is really loud and ghetto. She’s the type of chick that gives black people a bad name. I’m just saying.

I’m leaving 2nd block going to lunch talking and walking with my friend Gabby and all of a sudden BC goes “Hey are you J-Abeni?” (she actually addressed me by my first name but not gonna disclose that info). I was like ummm yeah but honey you’re really loud. (She’s a mixture of loud, ghetto, and country) And this is how our “conversation” went.

BC: ummm I heard you was goin’ around sayin’ I was dancin’ like a stripper at Military Ball ME: well I didn’t say that but people are saying you were BC: Imma need you to keep my name out cho (your) mouth! ME: whatever get out my face…. So I walk off and go into the lunchroom. She walks in with a stank face which Im not paying any attention to forreal and then goes to her ghetto table and starts talking about me. I just laugh at her and start talking to my friends. Now get this! This chick grew a pair of balls and came and SAT at OUR table and starts yapping on again!

BC: Listen keep my name out yo f*@&*^% mouth ME: I already told you I didn’t say that so get out my face BC: keep my name out yo mouth! ME: Bye LaKendall Move! BC: No, No, No ME: Bye

The chick walks off saying no, no, no… Now you think that would be the end of it right? Ha, let’s remember what we’re dealing with people! CLASSLESS STUPID CHICKS!

Me and my boyfriend are walking in the hallway I guess she came behind us. We’re playing around and he moves me (he is completely clueless about what went on earlier). And thats when the hoodrat started…

BC: No you aint gotta move ha (her)! ME: He didn’t do that because of you BC: shut the f&^%$ up ME: you shut the f*&^% up! Bye LaKendall! BOYFRIEND: What happened ME: she thinks I said she was dancing like a stripper BC: What? What you say? (keep in mind she is wayyy behind us by now so she yelling) What?! ME: *birdie finger*

I hate to cuss or throw the finger but look she was being annoying. First off I never said she danced like a stripper I didn’t even see her dancing, second she really should get out my face. I stay to myself and I seem quiet, but do not do not DO NOT get it twisted… I’ll put you in your place in a heartbeat. I don’t like drama forreal I just ignore it most of the time or laugh it off but if she keeps this up we’re going to have problems BIG TIME.

But hey tomorrow’s a new day!

Rumors Keep Floating Around My Life

jabeni94 — Wed, 29 Feb 2012 00:30:12 +0000

I don’t know what it is about high school girls and drama… it’s like a way of life for some of them I guess. I do not do not DO NOT see what is so interesting about everyone else’s life.

So I got a boyfriend now that goes to our school and I swear the girls in one of my classes be asking me 21 questions like my relationship concerns them. I just stare at them, they’re stupid.

My friend is pregnant and she is like the talk of these messy girls. She doesn’t go around bragging about getting pregnant heck she barely tells anyone and she’s not showing but yet these girls talk about her constantly. They THINK they know what’s going on with her when in reality nobody knows what’s going on in someone else’s life. It’s stupid.

We’re all seniors, freaking SENIORS! We’re about to be in the real world now, and all they can do is think about other people’s lives. It irritates me, seriously. I don’t want to hear gossip at 8 something in the morning. Shoot I don’t want to hear gossip at all really. But whatever thats them.